Enjoy the Podcast or the Written Word (transcribed):
When I was a little girl I used to sit in this corner of our apartment. It was kinda the kitty- corner to the kitchen. And I was real little. My mom was alive back then so I was probably about 6 or 7. And I would sit in this one space and I would create these universes. I pretended to be able to walk into another parallel universe bending time and space and I would play in those other places – like they were always so magnificent too! And I remember thinking I was pretty “genius-like”. And sometimes the adults in the house would come by and shake me because I guess I’d be zoning out. But they’d be asking me, “Are you okay?” and “What are you doing?”
And I would just be imagining. I would just be creating.
And I yearn for that now.
It wasn’t a way to escape. My life was fine, it was pretty normal. Before my mom died, life was me being a little girl. Very simple. And there was this freedom and encouragement to be by your-self imagining the world.
For the past 3 to 6 weeks I have been doing what I can to get back to that space of pure imagination and creativity. And you know, it’s not as easy as I wish it were because as an adult we have all these other things that we bring to the table, right? Is it going to be a good enough creation? Is it going to be cost effective? Will people like it? All of a sudden there’s all this other stuffage that comes with being imaginative. And so, for the past 6 weeks or so, I’ve kinda just been being quiet. And trying to put my life in such a way that I can be that little girl playing by herself imagining a different universe in the kitty-corner of the kitchen.
I’ve also been doing what I can to eliminate circumstances in my life that don’t allow me to easily create. And so that’s also been part of what I’ve been doing. Walking away from certain people or certain positions, or certain areas of my life that I don’t think are conducive to the kind of joy and creativity I want in my life every day, so, we’ll see…
But I’m back today. And if any of you have any other ideas or suggestions on how to stay in that beautiful, creative, imaginatary – did I just make up a word? Imaginatary? – space, (I’m gonna say that I just made up a word, but basically I just misspoke, but it’s all good!) I would love to hear your thoughts on it.
Thanks. Have a sweet day!
*Music by Chris Zabriskie, Prelude No. 23, Licensed by Creative Commons