I kinda wish 2018 wasn’t over. I feel like so much is unfinished…
Here’s the list I wrote at the end of 2017:
- Visit home (Boston) for a couple of weeks.
- Finalize the Book Canela, get published before end of 2018.
- Clean out my storage area / donate everything.
- Meet 10 new people who are extraordinary.
- Rid myself of the 5 toxic people – kindly.
- Stop “facebooking”.
- Connect with like-minded creative folk and be inspired.
- Buy a new car.
- Find a new apartment / quieter, still close to the beach.
- See a movie a month at least.
- Read a book a month at least.
Every year I write a list of at least 10 things I’d like to do, but no more than 20. All of them tangible and possible. Here’s how it all panned out:
After my book was published in June, I visited most everyone in the book and spent a lot of alone time in my home town of Boston. It was magical, emotional, inspiring! I had only been “home” for brief moments over the past 20 years since I moved to Lost Angeles. I’d visit for a funeral or a wedding. Just quick weekend trips where I only saw the airport, freeway, and/or a church. But this past year, I was home for a while. I got lost in my own neighborhood – that’s how long it’d been and that’s how much things had changed in the city I grew up in. I saw old friends and fell in love with my childhood all over again. I saw how far I’d come and I realized how much I loved Boston, but missed Los Angeles. It really was beautiful. Maybe my favorite part of 2018.
My Book Canela
I’ve written so much about publishing this book – but let me say this again: if you have the want, the desire to write your story (because everyone has a story to tell) please, do it! For me, it was cathartic and life learning at every level. The process of writing is one part, editing another – what I didn’t realize was that AFTER you publish it, well…. maybe it’s just me… but this part has been just as incredible and teaching as well. It has changed my life and the way I view it. Creatively I’ve changed. How I view people’s importance in my life has changed. And the book has become a very central part of my every-day life in ways I’m just starting to understand. Tell your story. Preach your story. The world will be a better place because of it.
Clean out Storage
Done and done. We all have that STUFF we keep “just in case” we need it. Uhm, I got rid of all of it. Period. Just a housekeeping item that I had put off for too many years so… done.
Meet New People
I met more than 10 extraordinary people in 2018. My point in writing this in my list (I write it every year by the way) is because I think when you meet new people, you have the opportunity to grow and learn and be “better than you used to be”. If you are constantly around the same people all the time, well…. that’s cool. But for me, it can become pretty stagnant. Here’s the cool thing about the people I met this past year: I met so many of them because of my book!!! Yes! I have done no publicity, no advertising, just giving it out to friends and yet, others have read it and reached out and it’s been amazing! I ‘ve learned so much and am excited to get to know these people even more over the next years.
Rid Toxic People
We all have people in our lives we wish we didn’t have to interact with. And for most people I get this is a hard thing to do. For me, eeeh, it’s pretty easy. I’m really great at walking away from people when they are toxic. Even if I have to work with them or be around them for some reason (creatively). I have a pretty tough barrier that keeps them at distance. It’s a skill I developed growing up the way I did. You know “bad” people right away and learn to always keep them at arms-length, while still “dealing” with them as best you can. This past year I had 3 people I definitely wanted OUT of my life, but there were 2 others I was hoping to also end the “pretend” friendships with. That happened earlier this year. Wow. Clearly a great thing! Rid yourself of people who do NOT lift you up or make you a better person. Seriously, it’s the best thing you can do for your health!
Well, this I could have done better for sure. I do not have messenger and I am not on there often. I also have Instagram and eeeh, use it sparingly. I’m a huge fan of Twitter though so I’m not sure any of these are better than the other. But all are a part of our daily lives now – whether we use them or not. But the point is to get better at NOT being on social media so much and I’ve accomplished that. I think social media is finding its equilibrium in our lives in that it’s not a constant way of “talking” to each other. Many times this year I went out to dinner or was hanging with a friend at the beach and missed so many calls and texts. And it’s simply because I’ve learned to turn off that ring/sound and just enjoy my time with the person I’m with. It seems like things are calming down for all of us on social media. Maybe we’re all learning that there really is something to actually (physically), talking to each other and enjoying REAL time with one another. Maybe.
Connect with Creative People
I found a few groups on MeetUp.com and got inspired for sure. WritersBlok was a great place to go and finish up the last edits of my book. I’m really glad I found it. I also had lunch with up and coming Directors this year, met with other writers, had dinner with a few musicians. I met with dancers and graphic designers, actors… being around creative people fuels me and I made an effort this past year to be around those people more often than not! So glad I did. I’m a better person for it!
Movies and Books
I did much better this year with Movies and Books but there’s still room for improvement. The movie that surprised me most was clearly Black Panther. I’m a huge fan of all action movies (Marvel and DC) but Black Panther stunned me. It’s not what I expected at all and I loved it. I loved it when I saw it alone, then again with a few friends, but my favorite was watching it with my 10 year old God-Daughter who’s take on it was exactly how we all want the world to be!
Another favorite movie this year was definitely Mary Poppins Returns! Loved it, loved everything about it. And can I just say, Lin-Manuel Miranda? I think we’re in the midst of genius with this lovely talented man…I’d love to work with him. Hmmm.
As far as Books are concerned, I’m a slow reader and if a book doesn’t grab my attention or is too difficult, I just put it down. It bums me out. I didn’t finish four books this year to make my goal complete, but I did start them…that counts, right? Ughh. *insert big cheesy half smile emoji here*
In 2019, I’d like to think I have a list as long as former President Barack Obama’s. I’m not sure I’m as interested in his entire list of books, but I’d like to think I’d read as much to even have such a list. #Goals.
Things I didn’t accomplish:
I didn’t buy a new car – and I guess I really don’t need one. So, you know, there’s that. I also didn’t move out of my current apartment. That may still happen next year. I love my apartment and it’s close enough to the beach (3 miles) but I hate my neighbor upstairs. She has a great kid but it’s just loud all the time. When I was a little girl and lived in an apartment with my mom, we were never allowed to run and jump in the house. You just didn’t do it. You were taught to have respect and consideration for the neighbors that lived next to you and below you. If you wanted to run, you went outside. But not these people. It’s incredible. I don’t blame the little girl. It’s her parents. They are inconsiderate and…goodness, it’s a one bedroom. They run up there, always have too many guests – every day. And it’s just incredibly loud and not a great place to live if you like quiet and need to write, to work, to just be. So, it’s still a goal. But, seriously, I keep thinking: First. World. Problems. Hmmm.
Well, if I had more time I guess I’d finish the books I didn’t complete and maybe I’d…
No, it’s all good. I had enough time for all the things that matter. 2018 is almost over and it’s been a good year personally after-all. There were some missteps along the way, but nothing too damaging or unfamiliar to move through.
Actually 2018 started out with my sweet sister (Jo-ann) from Boston visiting me in January for my birthday.
The year ended with me hanging out at Christmas time with one of the guys – also from Boston— who helped me go to college (Scot in the book).
And in-between it all I became an author, traveled, got inspired, did a GREAT photo shoot (with Michael Roud!), saw so many of my dear friends, met new people from all over the world (shout out to Jean-Claude in Luxembourg) and really accomplished so much more than I realized!
Okay 2018. Actually I’m ready to move on. Bring it! I’m starting my 2019 list right now. 🙂
Happy sweet New Year to all of you! We got this!